Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Lost need help
My heart aches for you my tears are cause you are not here next to me showing me your smiling face anymore I miss your touch, and the way you look at me when we are the only two people who truly understand what is going on ath the table or when we just look at each other and laugh for minitues on end and can't stop no matter what we do.
If you need a break like you said i will respect that but there are so many question I have that are not answered and I can't get them off my mind. Many things were said in the heat of the mommnet but my questions are still not answered.
Like Why is the thing or issuse or problem placed on my shoulders alone???
Why can't you trust me any more?
How did I wrong you so much that you must make me go through this pain thta I feel in my heart????
And it SUCKS even more that we can not set aside our problems to go out and enjoy our selfs with our friends that we have in common. So, I am trying to get everyone together. I would love to see your smiling face at the table where we sit but if you choose not too my heart will break more.
I LOVE YOU AND I DON"T KNOW WHAT ElSE TO SAY for you do not want to come back to mee no matter what i do for you
You say call I call and you don't answer I write i go to your house I talk to your friends i am as nice and understanding as possible I am so lost in this I need guidince and you are the only person who can help me understand what I am doing to piss you off so much.
I don't wnat to loose you and I hope that you don't wnat to loose me just plz give em closer so that I may know where I stand in your life if Not at BeSTFREIND and the I LOVE YOU stage any more plz tell where I am and how I got from point A to point B.
Plz tell me I am dying in side
If you need a break like you said i will respect that but there are so many question I have that are not answered and I can't get them off my mind. Many things were said in the heat of the mommnet but my questions are still not answered.
Like Why is the thing or issuse or problem placed on my shoulders alone???
Why can't you trust me any more?
How did I wrong you so much that you must make me go through this pain thta I feel in my heart????
And it SUCKS even more that we can not set aside our problems to go out and enjoy our selfs with our friends that we have in common. So, I am trying to get everyone together. I would love to see your smiling face at the table where we sit but if you choose not too my heart will break more.
I LOVE YOU AND I DON"T KNOW WHAT ElSE TO SAY for you do not want to come back to mee no matter what i do for you
You say call I call and you don't answer I write i go to your house I talk to your friends i am as nice and understanding as possible I am so lost in this I need guidince and you are the only person who can help me understand what I am doing to piss you off so much.
I don't wnat to loose you and I hope that you don't wnat to loose me just plz give em closer so that I may know where I stand in your life if Not at BeSTFREIND and the I LOVE YOU stage any more plz tell where I am and how I got from point A to point B.
Plz tell me I am dying in side
